Fat jojo

I'm so so gonna lose weight!!!!

Today i finally had a clear look on how my body looks like cos i always spend time gromming on my face and sad to say not on my body.=(When i saw my naked body,i was like OMG!It's time i really need to divert my beauty attention to my body.I always mentioned that im gonna lose weight but my plan always ruined within 1 day or even less cos when people compliment me that im pretty,i forgot about everything and just enjoy my food.I really miss the days when i was so determined,waking up everyday to exercise and only eating vegetables or fruits.I want to return back to those days.Sometimes i feel that dear is a main cause too cos when i know that there is an opposite sex who appreciates me for who i am,my motivation level just died immediately.I looked at my old photos and compared it to now, i realised i had fatten a lot.=`(

So i have made a final decision,im gonna strictly stick by to my plan. No matter what occasions or what temptations i gonna have soon,i promise not to be affected by it.I must improve my self-esteem!

I gonna sweat like hell and eat as little as i can.

dear,please go through with me and help me out,do not sympathise me by encouraging me to eat.I know you love me,so mould me to be your fantasy girl like Fiona xie.LOL.Too ambitious isnt it?But i still like Rihanna,my ever dream body.She does not only owns a pretty face,she got a fabalous bod too!

Enough for today,i need to tuck in early to jog tml and also to hand in my project.

Good night!