Happy minus sad=Dear's love

Last night,i could no longer take it anymore and cried out to my dad "daddy,could you buy a new house for me?"In between the lines,my voice shaken and the tears instantly poured down from my eyes and for that moment i could felt the pain and regretfulness my dad had.

All he could do was to watch me rant and wipe my tears at the same time.I know he doesnt wants it to end this way but i just wanted him to know my misery.

He had committed a mistake but it was not him that had to bear with the consequences,it was us,his children.

Just one night and half of my back was filled with bite marks.I took few hours tossing and scratching my back before i managed to doze off.Is this what they call home?I doubt so....

I'm sorry that i always have to start or end my blog with at least some unhappiness engulfing it.Well,that's me,i'm always allowing the devil in me to take control.

Okay,today school was pretty alright.I had met my new classmates and had formed my new teammates.My new classmate which was my then ex schmate(in punggol sec) requested me joining his group.I was like so interested in joining them cos i heard that their projects were all As.Being a slacker for like 2 years,it was really a last chance for me to pull up my GPA.But after that rash decision,Nad was telling me that by joining them equally means that we have to bring up our standard and could no longer 'float' in the midst of nowhere.After hearing what she had said,i started to feel the pressure already.Oh man,Josephine has to pull up her socks already.But i must think positively cos in working life,your performance level is extremely crucial.

So after school,dear and i went to do some little shopping.Dear actually cancelled his gym session just to accompanied his teary,upsat gf.Im so touched.Thanks dear a million.=)We both bought for each other a pair of haviannas.I cant believed that it's my first pair while dear had 3 already.I love the pink one so much that i cant get it out of my mind.Sigh i always forced myself not to like pink cos it's like such a bimbotic colour but 'pink' always purposely make me choose her.hahaha.Dear finally found the brasil one cos most place had ran out of stocks.hehe.Dear also bought me a belt.So happy!





My bimbotic flip flops has a little crystal on it too,so cool huh?hahaha.

After that little shopping ard town,dear brought me to coffee club.He know the best medicine for me is FOOD,FOOD,FOOD!Yesh!I love to eat!hahaha.



mmm...



I love the ice blened minty lychee drink!!!



Dear's vanilla mocha!!



Smoked salmon pasta!Yum yum..=)

Too much calories intake for today,tmr i gonna skip lunch.hehe.ok good night!And dear,thanks for being there when i need you.You are the best bf on earth!!!!Muacks!