Enough

It's been some weeks since i last updated my blog.I got lots to share about but i think i shall do that some other days.I am feeling really low today,things happened too fast and unexpected.I dont want that to happen or neither do i want to mention those ugly two words but...i just cant control my emotions.I hated that feeling that im experiencing over again and again.Why can't he just admit and accept it wholeheartedly that what he said or did was wrong but instead tried to always covering it up because of "me" and just "me." "That's what im most furious about,in the first place he was wrong but whenever we clarified it,im always drag into the picture,"all because he was afraid i would be angry."

It is pointless now.I dont want to argue anymore.

When i lefted on the cab,my tears started rolling down.Memories were telling me to stop and give it a second thought but i knew i had enough of these.

It may seems easy to mention those two words but leaving you is more devastating as i had thought.I still appreciate what you had did for me.Maybe im too a perfectionist.Or maybe im a horrible gf who gave you shutter in whatever you does.

I still loves you a lot but sorry doesnt really work for me anymore...

Suddenly,i miss your calling me of "dear",your playfulness,your cuddle from my back,your mum and...

I'm all alone again.The thought of me doing and handling things all by myself seems really frightening but im not gonna be a dependent girl anymore.

I will walk the road by myself...