Worry

A couple of days ago, while sleeping,dear's phone was bombarded with lots of phone calls and messages.Reluntantly,he picked up the call and a few seconds later,his eyes were wide opened and i knew something was wrong.Our secondary school classmate had passed away on a motorbike accident.The moment i heard it,i was filled with anguish.It is not as though that ex-classmate is someone i knew very well,it was dear whom im concerned.I told dear that im afraid what if he was the next one and dear scolded me for my foul mouth.But how can i not be worry?Everyone told me how motor is dangerous and not to sit on it so frequently.I guess i should not be so worry and i had think too much.I must tell myself that dear would still be alive and kicking just to see me everyday.After these,i realised how important my families and friends are to me.Alright,shall not let this tamper my emotion any further.=)

So these few days,i was staying over at dear's house cos partly i wanna be there for him and also it was nearer to my workplace.Dear's face was shagged cos he was out the whole time almost everyday at the wake just to send his final bid to his good friend.see,guys can be such a loyal person.I also did went to the wake and everyone was feeling so down.Many ex-punggol students were there to pay their last respect and it was really a solemn day."Jiao bin" also went down,"jiao bin" refers to Crystal,i named her that because the deceased once teased her using that during our high school days.She's not the only one,even i got mocked before.He was known to be someone whom is good at "soot" people but ironically he had a great deal of friends as well.From what i had known from dear,he was someone fun to hang out with and was a very loyal person.I really send my greatest condolenses to him and hope he lives well in another world.

Recently,i had been busy due to my diligency in work.I wanted to earn lotsa of money this month as for the next vacation i'll be having my attachment.i hope to use this money to buy those necessity for it such as clothes,handbags and etc.You know girls are vain in nature.LOL.Dear's mum is really so nice cos she has been asking relatives around for me about companies that are willing to hire students having attactment.And she's been making breakfast for me every morning.Im really so in love with dear's family that i disliked returning home now.=( i detest having to bear the coldness my parents have everyday and i hate not having a home that doesnt seems like a decent one to me.I will only find peace and comfort when my family is in harmony.These few days were also busy with ee's uncle and aunty family's birthday dinner.Eat and eat non-stop.so fat luh!= (

I need to get back to bed now,work's tml again.Im gonna work hard!I wanna have lots of money in my pocket.i know my blog has been lacking of photos and it's getting dull,i'll update soon!

i love you dear but can you not break any promise again...it really saddens me.You are such a mr.nice but you always make empty promises and super indecisive.I need a strong man!Sigh good night!