It must be months ever since I touched blogger again. Many unexpected things happened and it must had surprised everyone. Sigh! How should I describe the exciting yet bumpy ride I had? It was really a brand new experience for me, I was exposed to many things and there were a lot of responsibility that I need to hold. It was pretty tough at first as I'm so green to everything but I'm so thankful to have many to guide me along. I really learnt a lot of things and have built up my network from there ever since.
Not afraid to admit, I was carried away and allowed the lil tinge of freedom to hurt many closest people around me, especially him and as well as his family. I was guilty but never so much in the beginning. However as time goes by, I realised that they had never leave me despite the hurt I had made. It was purely a love that's unconditional! I know they had never blamed me but I felt so bad neglecting them the moment my life start picking up. When I needed you, you were there but when you needed someone, I was nowhere to be seen. I always thought my gratitude towards them was stronger than anything else but still...I was given into temptation made me the biggest sinner.
September 1st had just passed and it was supposed to be our 3rd Anniversary if it had wouldnt be for my selfishness, self-centreness and a moment of folly. Your inexsistence made me realised how important you are to me.
Thank you for lovin me and I'm really sorry...
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